not again

Today is one of those days when no matter how much you KNOW that you should be writing the paper due tomorrow so you can enjoy the trip to NYC on Wednesday, your brain just decides to focus on things you desperately don't want to think about. I know that that sentance doesn't really make sense but I really don't care right now.

I just wish that I could stop caring about people who don't care about me, it is driving me a little insane.

I wish I could be a good student, I really do. But the act of sittng down and writing a bunch of crap that no one really cares about seems like the biggest waste of time, EVER.